Mans Validation

one, two, three my heart beats omg he likes me!! but oh dear he only liked your body he only liked you because you sent him those pictures of yourself for him to say "damn your ass is fat" or "wow your beautiful, let me hit it" you sit feeling like shit because now I know how naive I was for all these little boys I'm not a damn toy the guy I told you about that I knew before because we went to daycare wanted head welp it's time for bed because why in the world did he want that? well because my dear your heart wanted something more something to adore he just wanted to record you while you were helping him down there. he just wanted some fun before he moved away he just wanted your body to lay while he "helped" you that day I never had my first kiss yet, first time, first flowers, first love. and now I don't want it. fuck anything up above because these boys don't care they want you fucking bare and to even think Trevor or Zion could actually be the one who treats me right genuinely fuck the both of you to Trevor who lives close to me and who I sent those pictures to fuck you to Zion who I have known since 6 but you only wanted me for head or sex fuck you I hate you for making me feel vulnerable