man in the mirror

the man in the mirror nothing more then just a figure I hope the darkest days lays out without a trace my life is confusing I wonder "where's the noose at" I back off in a trance eyes widen, cracked mirror, am I a figure? I am going into strife hoping I do not die I walk in the night loving is just a lie pull out a gun "am I supposed to die?" I throw it in the waters of my dreams. I hear the screams. I laugh at like it's memes. I show myself in the mirror smile without fear "why are you so happy" "I hide it with this smile, can't you see? life is a dream" my whole life is a scheme hoping I could lead I look at the mirror, without fear, my dear can't you see? you have forsaken me. but I look back and see.. it's my reflection that's what has got me in this dark place