Male Validation

I know he never wanted me the moment I was born I was just like him the older I grew All he did was yell and treat me like I'm nothing He didn't like me, so I try to find another way to feel validated Every I guy I met or talked to, I pushed to like me I made every guy fill in that empty space in my heart But why couldn't he like me, my own father He's meant to fill that empty space But instead I have some guy I met online or someone I met in school Why don't you like me?