Male Life

I know I can't use my pain as an excuse. But I have nth to use no pills no medicine to minimise the pain or reduce. Don't get me wrong I'll never use any drug. So much pain I think I need a hug. I'd trade anything in the world for happiness fuck fame. Maturing is realising the only thing that destroys ur name is fame. And this life is a game and this game needs fame. But when I look around there's no fame to claim. Just everywhere a deceased name who had fame but someone took a gun and erased their name. Not just from their mind but from everybody. Everyone tells everyone after a slight argument "you dead to me". Not knowing this words play a huge role in ur mind coz your mind these days is your worst enemy. People these days just have suicidal thoughts they blind. I cant blame them coz they hardest prison to escape is ur mind. We cant even wish for money coz it is bad. Having alot make you mad. People with their money buy out the market. Knowing damn well a fool and his money are soon parted. I don't even care anymore about my enemies or who died. And for ur deads dont slide. Becoz if u slide is it gnna bring back ur deads who died? No its not its gnna lead u to jail. I cant lie life is hard as a male.