Make Believe Love

Draped in suspicion like there's no one to trust. NONE true to form, are the truest of us. The most dangerous games, land mines, hide and seek. The picture's worth is painted with the words you speak. I SEE YOU, as if you're trying to hide. But I'll never understand, believe me, i tried. Only grasping the concept of indignation. As the idea insults me, for lacking explanation... Where did you go? Not far but I'm here. I'm already late, FUCK IT! I'll disappear! I'd save you the time but i can't even save face. I fucking hate that I'm even here in the first place. From the looks of things, i never really left. Changed or the same, still a filthy mess. The sum of the parts are as meaningless as the whole they represent. The only time that matters is the time that's been long spent. Tis an ingenious concept which I'd never comprehend. Good thing i have no dignity with obligation to defend. Without the reason though, because to ask, i was inclined. PRETENDING THAT THE MONSTERS ARE ONLY IN MY MIND. As real as the conclusions I've drawn as motivation. Why do I so undeserve ANY FUCKING EXPLANATION??