make a wish

it was supposed to be a special day, but no one around to help me celebrate, same shit different day, different age, bottled up my sorrow, no tears touch my face, just hurt in a way, I keep falling in this place, broken looking for some love but it's far away, I seclude myself in harms way, the feeling of wanted only comes in harms way, estranged being why do I feel hopeless, damaged and depression I'm trynna cope with, here I am singing happy birthday to myself and no one noticed, blow out the candles, make a wish,