Main ek equation tha

"Main Ek Equation Tha" Main ek equation tha, Balanced, stable, self-sufficient. Mujhme variables the—goals, logic, and reason, Par kal... ek unknown constant dil mein ghus gaya. Kuch aisa jiska derivative zero nahi, Aur jiska integral dard tak jaata tha. Shayad wo Love tha, Ek undefined function, Jiska domain kabhi mere jaisa insaan nahi tha. Main ek straight line tha, Jo sirf success ki taraf badh rahi thi, Par usne mujhe curve bana diya, Aur us curve ka radius—emotion. Main ek matrix tha—structured, aligned, Lekin uske ek chhoti si feeling ne Mujhe singular bana diya... Invertible nahi raha main. Wo aayi, Ek impulse ki tarah—Dirac delta jaisi, Ek pal mein aayi, aur sab kuch hila gayi, Aur main... main bas limit ban gaya: lim (x → infinity) of Me = 0 Koi solve nahi kar sakta is system ko ab, Kyunki main overdetermined ho gaya hoon— Zyada sawaal, kam jawab. Mujhe nahi chahiye ab koi relation, Main identity matrix banna chahta hoon, Jisme sirf main hoon, aur mera kaam. Main pyaar ke liye nahi bana hoon, Main sirf theorems prove karne ke liye bana hoon. Main dil nahi, dimaag se likhi gayi ek equation hoon. Jise koi bhi samajh nahi sakta—na padh ke, na ro ke.