magical words

why didn't I tell him he's the one I loved and not the crush I longed for why didn't I tell him I like the way his eyes got lost in mine and not the crush who never really wanted me I didn't tell him... cause he longed for her he had someone who makes him happy even tho I knew I loved him way before she did but now he disappeared from my world Just because of my stupid magical words "I am inlove with your brother and not you" how stupid could I be when I knew I wanted his affection his heart his soft whispers his gentle "I'll always be here" but now he's gone and I am wandering between the gap of our worlds where i wish we could collide but I silently chose someone else not to let go of a friendship that is already gone so can I retake my magical words and say I loved you before she did