Mabye one day.......

Even though I don't have a chance anymore I still can't stop thinking of the what ifs, what if you said I love you to, what if we were together, what if we seat watching the sunset hugging each other, what if we got married, what if we had children, I can't stopping seeing you in my future even though we don't have one but I keep creating this imaginations to distract myself from reality which is that it will never happen each time hurt myself from the inside more and more but who knows mabye one day mabye in another universe it might happen but unfortunately no today and not in this universe