Lust or love

In my darkest moment I looked for you but you were nowhere to be found. Where were you when I needed you? you said you loved me but now you act like I'm a stranger Was it easy to forget about me ? Was it easy for you to throw everything we had? Do you regret being with me? Why don't you look me in the eyes and say I'm your biggest mistake ? I'm no longer sure if what you had for me was love or lust. Was it love or lust?