Lust

Damned if you do. Damned if you don't wanting someone to care but knowing they wont try so hard yet never get far not having a home living out of a car constantly lookin over your shoulder sadly because of those you love & so called friends feelin like my lifes over just want this nightmare i live daily simply to end im lost done left to be my only friend atleast i know myself i can trust those i thought loved me turns out to be only lust