loving you

loving you is easy said than done it like I'm beating about the bush of the things I should be feeling yet o still feel like we can make it a hope I emphasis in my head each night not because it something that is real but to help my fall asleep at night because I wouldn't with all these scars and doubt but I would do anything for you if you were to ask it just that blindness a person feels when there are in love but I'm not I'm tryna find myself in your love because in love I'm the goner I'm lost and I'm scared I wish loving you was a less easy