loving me

loving me where is the melody you take a knee you run and flee now I thought we'd always stay the same I look at you, running too I don't know where you thought I'd be close enough I wish I wasn't go, go, go, going insane!!! a perodox of someone I used to know I look at the mirror, wondering if it's clear now I seemed distraught.. everything in me is black and white but yet your eyes are closed wondering where the time gone my mind is fucking gone! yet the voices keep me alive.. where is my melody? I wonder lovingly am I a stellar match and a light can we please fly a kite? I push through with all my might knives piercing me and I crawl a different melody is played I smile "I'm fucking insane"