loving is my essence....

I am hopeless without love, There's a peace that comes with loving, A known feeling, something that can never go wrong, Loving is the torchlight in my life's journey, There's no meaning without it. I've lived with hate for so long, Oh, how I have hated the little things that mattered to the big things I couldn't change, I have thought, maybe just maybe if I hated these things, these people, they will feel it. Oh, how wrong I was, how terribly wrong was. They lived their lives like I didn't exist, they lived and died without coming to acknowledge it. How wrong I've been, how terribly wrong I've been. I embraced love. I made it a part of my whole existence. I started to see people and things as abstract and love as the soul. Loving healed, it wasn't about the people or person but it was about love. I would move from loving one person to loving the next even more. For me it became how I live, how I heal, how I even mean anything to myself I wouldn't settle for less love, less attraction, less affection, I can't manage less desire because I would pour everything I have into you, why would I be left empty? I'll live this little life of mine happily in love, at every point, in every season. I'll live like it's all I have because in essence, it really is all I have. To love and be loved.