loving hell.

no. no you dont get it. loving someone that doesn't love you back is one thing. but loving someone that you thought loved you back, then finding out that they never did is a completely different thing. it crushes you. you think everything is great, and you're so happy. then everything is ripped right out from underneath you. it hurts like hell. and you'll never get it until you experience it. the pain. the lying. the wishing that maybe if you did something differently. loved them differently. maybe you wouldn't be caught up in this loving hell. the same loving hell that kept you waking up smiling and happy, every day. But slowly you will come to understand that it wasn't what it seemed.