Loving Hard ✨

Why do I constantly fall hard,I mean why can't someone fall hard for me Why is it that every time I think I found happiness it just vanishs like it was nothing We flirt and you give me this false hope that you will be mine I mean I want to be mine I want you to fall deep in love with me I want to wake up and just stare at the sun,to just dream about us holding hands and staring at it together I mean I might sound delusional but is that too much to ask for To just feel loved and be someone's number one To just dream about you To just think about you To feel like when I'm with you, I'm in a dream To not feel alive when I'm with you But I guess that's something I will never feel