Love's Demise

I never would have thought you would hurt me. Someone I once considered my sanctuary; Now reduced to dirt. You shattered the walls I built, isolating myself in; Destroying my peace and my sanity. Accidents shouldn't be repeated continuously. So why do you toy with my heart with no discretion? You drew me in with your loving disposition. But she dominates your thoughts, that's clear. Once again, I'm nothing but a split decision. A temporary comfort. This heartache feels unbearable. Tornados fill my head and fill my head when I think of you. Swarms of anxiety and hurt appear over and over. My tears soak the pillow, provoked by your name, Each comparison adds fuel to the flame. You'd choose her over and over again, I surmise. But you're the reason my heart forever cries. I should've known you were too good to be true. Seeking love from someone like you. Now I'm left here, in a love's endless chase. But she's already won the game.