love's begining

Love is like a house of fragile things Where hearts can be broken as easy as antiques And now there's glass all shattered at my feet What we built together, you left in smithereens counting one to thirteen I'll paint all the walls, a fresh coat of blue But I'll never cover the memory of you Watchin' me sleep, dancin' on your feet alway I'll replace the floors, whatever I do The ghost of you will always live in these rooms You get to leave, I don't have that luxury I can't, I can't walk out that same door oh how I struggle to survive with a click of a finger there is no fix I see people descend up to heaven but I continue to count up untill late oh how I want to dinner and dine I continue to count again and again my body still lifeless, no expression becoming old like a pile of dust on shelves I've found the space in-between but I've stopped counting my mind is pounding I've run out of time for living or maybe it's just my beginning