“lover girl..?”

on social media, inside books, any romantic movie.. there will be a couple. not just a regular couple, but a “perfect one”. you watch and read about it hoping that one day you could have it all .. but it's not perfect, it's all a lie. all relationships have flaws. you meet a boy and you treat him like how you were taught to treat boys growing up, but they take advantage of it.. they show you why everyone says “all boys suck”. you keep on trying to get that perfect relationship, you tried and tried until you damaged yourself for it. every boy you've ever tried to love, ended up treating you like shit. you wonder maybe you're just not capable of being loved, it'll never work out. you've been hurt so many times, you now have trust issues, and you always doubt. you finally meet someone, and he feels like the one. but its hard to love him because your tired of being hurt, your broken and done.