Lovely Lies

Why am I always the one who gets left out? Am I supposed to be here help me with my problems, My brain tells me yes my heart tells me no, Your heart lies but your brain told it to do so, I feel so drained of the little light I have left, Oh wow that was a theft The way you looked in my eyes and took my breath away Brings back a little light I never knew I had But as the saying goes good things don't last forever Especially when that good thing wasn't yours to begin with My heart hurts but I put on a smile I cry at night because you said you hated me But what can I do It is a human nature of doing things like that You hate and hate barely loving anyone or anything Until you confess what you did you will feel guilty My dignity went and so did my love for you But who knew that you would love me too