Lovely death

I feel a sense of disarray A sense of dismay I don't think I'll live to see another day But at least I got to spend time with you before I depart You have healed me and put together what's left of broken heart You've given me a fresh start too bad I won't get to put it to good use As my body is giving into the mental and emotional abuse Slowly fading, flaking, aching and breaking To the point where my chest hurts everytime I try breathing No tears are coming from my eyes but I'm crying Because I am internally dying I feel myself slipping There's no more use in denying Now that I'm dyin I can say i used to be broken But you've healed me And my heart welcomes you with arms wide open my eyes are slowly closing I can see the light b4 I sleep forever let me bid you a goodnight