Loveless Love

I know I must face it that your not coming back with a candle that's been lit I know that love is what you lack I was there for you I gave you my heart You refused, it turned blue stinging like a poisoned dart I'm on my own now seeing my friends and there lovers wonder why and how I am not deserving love How do they get it right in one shot might I add I search in the light but they all end up bad Maybe it's me Maybe I am ugly But what I can't always be is to be happy I may die alone in a house that isn't home the mountains blown to stone soul as empty as a garden gnome.