love you more than life itself

It's hard calling you my home because so often my home is cols and tears me apart. I want to give you my all but all of me is broken and tattered I want to look you in the eyes as I tell you I love you but I'm scared you'll see the tears that glisten within I want to hold your hand but I don't want my scars to scare you "Till death do us apart" but emotionally I'm dead and death is at the door to carry my soul away so I guess we should part "I love you more than everything" "I swear on my life" I plan on ending that life but that doesn't make it any less true I do love you I swear on my life