love with money

Sometimes I regret spending my money when I am low on money sometimes i don't want to use my savings but I have to sometimes I don't want to spend money but I is hard not to sometimes I feel bad when I spend money sometimes I want to hold on something when I a low on money sometimes I don't want to ask other people for money I don't feel independent when I am low with money. You keep wanting to look in the store for cheap stuff when you something like food or sometime you want to make a list to get from store but you want to get more things than what is in your list and you want to make your budget small and you don't want to spend the smallest amount of money you want to put things in the back the store.