love shouldn't feel like hate

if he hits you but it's not in your face then it's ok.. how deluded of me to even say I couldn't believe it when I read his court case. deep down trauma allows them to believe their lies. nobody came to my rescue even my neighbours heard my screams and cries there's dried blood on my walls just noticed it's all over my bedsheets a man is not a man that abused women that's a different kind of sinng.. I've left him in already winning x