Love or looks

I liked him But I don't know as what Just coz he was reason to be in same class Or his beautiful face He was 9 Same.as me I used to adore him And find a reason to talk But He do have interest all except me I wonder One day suddenly we talk My heartbeat runs But it was really fun Next day, i knew he has gone Not forever just a while Each and every mates knew I liked him Expect him I didn't say anything to him And he didn't consider too I used to hope when we will grow We will meet each other and. I will confess Just a innocence of. 10 year old of child with out knowing vast world I liked him Because of his looks maybe Coz I have no memory of Talking with each other And he just judge me for that And story ends My feelings too But me being me start judging his growing look where he judge my childhood It was like tit for tat Here's a twist I saw him Weeks ago And I was numb Heart was beating Body just got stuck I didn't dare to look him Neither pass a smile When moment I saw him I ran away that place and take deep long breathe What is this feeling or anything Its breaking me Just for reminder I saw him after 7 years