Love means shining Big

I wore Sindoor like a Armor, called it purpose or pride, but somewhere beneath the vows My own reflection died, I thought a husband meant a Man that love meant loosing part of me, that settling down was growing up, but it was just forgetting how to be, I chased what looked like comfort, begged the world to make me whole, but how can you catch what's meant for you, now you are running out of your soul, I bent until I vanished, played the part you had never imagined but truth is patient -It awaits in silence, untill you walk of your own way, I am no longer chasing my hands to hold yours No longer scared to stand alone j am the flame not the moth, I am the seeds that ever grown , You closed the Semicolon before I realised it's just a mark not survival -But it will return to you someday to the fire I had before the fall to the man I chose to burn........... S.Anindita Routray.