love me

no one will ever love me, and I'm okay with that. no one is capable of loving me, and I understand that. I'm complicated and complex. I'm confusing and a mess. I don't love myself and can't stand my head. there's these loud an obnoxious voices that echo through my whole entire body and never shut up. I'm weird and annoying. I hate being smothered and need my own space. I want someone but get bored and move on. I can't commit to anything and can't pretend to be okay. I overthink everything and rethink everywhere I am. I want someone to love me, but no one can because I can't love me either. the only people that have ever loved me were my parents, and that's how it's gonna stay because I'm not someone people love. I'm not worthy of being loved. no one can love me, and I'm okay with that. no one is capable of loving me, and I understand that.