Love may fadebut never go away

It feels just like yesterday The first time I talked to her I didn't feel it right away Little did I know what was coming Took a month and a day And love came rushing through the doorway Never have I ever felt so close to someone And even then, I was still myself But then something changed And never corrected itself It finished and it started And against my better judgment and of those around me I decided to keep pushing Because I couldn't imagine my future Without this person by my side You know those situations where you wish you could go back Or maybe talk to your past you Make better decisions, don't rush it It's a big decision for your future Well, shit, I'm not sure I made the correct choice Because like I said It's been 1 month and it's fucking gone Sometimes I hate love Sometimes I enjoy it But I always love her And that has never changed for me Even if it did for her It seems that everything we went through Everything we talked about Has vanished in a second Nothing but a stranger with memories That lie still, in the back of their minds As if they one day come rushing back out We might have a blackout And a bigger problem, and a tragedy