love lust

im sick of all your cowards ways ,they really make me fn sick, all you think about is your job, money, and your fn dick. im sitting here completely alone with Noone I can call, I can't talk to anyone not anyone at all. exercise or get a job is all i fn hear ,how bout the fact that im dead or pretty damn near. I've lost myself in the cracks of this diligent world, it turned me into a fn bitch a bitch of a girl. you say you love me but its only lust the one you loved was the one you lost.