Love like this.

I found my parents fighting music to my ears. It was a weird song. It gave me thoughts, dark thoughts. I'd imagine a future where I'd be living with one of them. It hurt. To my heart, it felt like a stab through the chest. Painful, to hard to accommodate. But it was reality. I can pinch myself and feel the pain. This was no imagination. I like watching romance movies. Especially old one's from 1900's or 2000's, they just hit differently. I'd watch them over and over again, specifically "10 things I hate about you" my favorite. I wanted a love like that one day. I wished it was reality rather than fiction. I want to be like Allie from 'The Notebook' marrying her first love. I want to be Kat from '10 things I hate about you' fall in love with someone who sang infront of the girls soccer team for her. I want to be Belle from 'Beauty and the Beast' spoiled with a whole library full of books. I want love like that.