Love is ash

Return me to the before, No man, no heart, no open door. Love is ash, and warmth is gone— Let me be cold. Let me be stone. I’m not attached to fleeting hands, Nor bound to vows that turned to sand. No warmth remains, no fire burns, Just shadows where my heart once yearned. Bring me back where I was free, No weight of you, no ache in me. Just the wind, just the night, And the peace of feeling alone. - For the "person" i admired to.