Love Evil

Love came quick, My world collided with yours, what I thought would be forever soon became a disaster. my love for you is strong, I thought together we could go farther than where we are now. But your words are so cruel and your hands leave me brusied. I just wanted you to love me but your love I rarely felt. you are so quick to point out all my flaws. I could never do anything right. I just wanted to please you but you could never the good parts. Eventually I just gave up, I lost the spark that I once had. My eyes didn't light up, and I forgot how to smile or how good it felt to laugh. I had such a passion for art and writing until you destroyed anything I created. You beat me down to where I don't know why I stayed. maybe I hoped you'd change, but change never came. you made me beg, you made me feel like I was unworthy I never felt beautiful because you made sure to shame me on those days. I learned to hate everything I once loved about myself. you made me feel so insecure. but how can I ever think you love me if you constantly yelling you're a dumb fucking bitch. Nigger loving whore, how can I love a woman like you. you're useless to me is what I'm so use to hearing you yell into my brain.