love beyond sadness

I woke up early, around two the first thing that goes to my mind is all about you now I'm in the blue hearing the raindrops falling to the roof I am calmly breathing but my heart is weirdly beating I feel love, is this obsession or just my imagination? I can't tell because my mind is full of confusion I'm so scared to close my eyes again because it feels like it's drowning me in when you said you'll leave me temporarily, it hurts so much even I have a heart of stone then I see that's what you feel when you miss your home.