love at it's worst

you don't want to trust that guy but you later fall for him you liked so much you literally stalked him .for a long while you played love at a cost , it started hurting but you ignored stood strong and held your ground. you wanted him to notice you so you tried you best to impress him but to no avail. then you asked yourself the question what do you see in him . couldn't talk like a someone bribed not to say anything. you realized it was getting a tow on your health but you ignored cried in the night because of him . Got anxious at the sight of him with another girl . Then the cat let out of the bag ...... you found out he had a crush on your closest friend. couldn't utter a word felt like you should go back in time but it was over . you try to act normal but deep down you're broken like a mirror that can't be put together again heal from it , it helps to grow and spread your wings.