love and heartbreak

everyone finds love everyone goes through heartbreak but what I experience is different when I find love they turn out to be a jerk when I experience heartbreak I don't want to love anyone anymore but when I found my gf I could not love anyone else other than friends and family we all go through it but the main thing is as long as u keep trying heartbreak won't be as bad especially if their a jerk just all ways keep a smile on and you'll find the one