love

How do you love me do you love me as much as I love you or do you love me as much as I hate myself in a sick and twisted way I hope you love me the way I hate myself because that means the thought never leaves your brain it fills me in every moment the day day it consumes me so much that I can taste the bitter hate in my mouth but I hope you love me so much you taste is something sweet I hope love calls out to you the way hate does to me a never wavering and sure voice sure to make it's point I hope you love me as much as I hate myself because that means the love will be everlasting but if you can find a way to love in the pattern of hate does that mean you hate yourself too oh I hope not because I couldn't bear the thought of you hating yourself as much as I do