love

I find myself lost in thought , only of the love you brought. I'm tired of losing , in an winning game. but there's only one person to blame. the only one who is stoping me, is me. I scared of alot of things , you see. bugs , stages , spiders , and losing the love of my life. but some sometimes there words hurt like a knife. even tho there very dear to me. I wish they could let me be. I might not know what love is , but Ive made my way around it. I can't stand being heartbroken so I sit. maybe I got the knock off brand. I don't think this is what love Is like on love land.