LOUD

Some people tell me I'm "LOUD" They ask me to quiet down I understand them Everyone deserves some silence Yet they don't understand me I live in constant silence The only time i can be "LOUD" Is with them I feel comfortable around them Alone or with others Im quiet At home Im quiet In nature Im quiet In truth Im quiet Even my thoughts have gone quiet And when I'm not quiet I get punished for it By saying things I didn't want to say By others being rude In truth I don't know how to be "LOUD" I just know how to be left alone in silence