Lost soul

Crying out my scars, who is going to respond I feel numb feeling down I can't move on like it's just a fallen part from my life I'm very excited when I'm alone I feel something else when I laugh inside nothing but emptiness, thinking about what next to do but I feel misplaced and my heart collapsed I don't get enough happiness but sadness in my forbidden heart ❤️...pitness crying and crying out trears dropping can I overcome this pain I don't feel anything but preky life's a mess