lost myself

i lost myself loving you i did everything you told me but it was never enough i still loved you eventhough i was punished for not being enough you would beat me you would abuse me till i stop crying or breathing i think it was your way of saying that you loved me but little by little i was losing myself and now i'm left with the soul that's torn apart and blood all over my body and thank you for giving me so many reasons to hate myself -lz