lost more than I foundt

why did you leave? where did you go? I always wondered what it would have been like to be clean together, and sister now I'll never know You held many titles in my life . my best friend, my sister , my backbone, my partner in crime you never said goodbye one day you just were no longer there I'm sorry I started our addiction I never knew the end result my irresponsibility eventually cost you your life in the end all I wanted was for us to live again. I'm sorry I wasn't there I'm sorry I was in treatment when you took your last breathe I wanna go back sister and trade my life for you death. there's a emptiness in my soul and I'm aware I'll never be the same I had no idea what I was doing when we started playing this game I don't wanna play no more sis I'm completely out I laid on all my cards on the table my God I've lost more than I've fount