Lost Joy

Happiness they say is free but, it has slender bodies which breaks too soon Joy of many swayed away Some born happy while others live to be happy I felt something break in me The thought of reality grasping it's cold hands on me It's crawling claws cleaves slowly romancing it's venomous spikes My heart left desolate Seeking for delusion to wipe me off this reality To face or to run This thought streams deep, Resonating courage and the fear of letting go