Lost in my window

Who am I ? Where am I going? Is this the right direction? Trust me the way I'm so lost rn even a map can't help me. It's how everyone wakes up everyday with a plan and goals and here am I in my window staring at people who have their future figured while mine , I can't even figure mine. I'm lost please, I'm in a mist of my chaotic thoughts and my unsuccessful visions of my self. I think the worst of me Im so lost even a campus can't even give me a straight direction.