Lost In love

I don't understand why you're not in my destiny, Even though I know, in my heart, it's you, just you. Despite knowing the current situation, why am I stuck in this sorrow? So that your love remains safe, always in my chest. An endless wait that never fulfills, What kind of compulsion is this that makes the heart restless? Lost in one-sided love for years, Who was never mine, I kept trying to make it mine. Tears fall from my eyes, as I weep for my state, I don't know why I'm doing this. I kept listening to what you didn't say, Imagining dreams for no reason. Defeated by destiny's hand, Understanding yet not understanding, Every day when I think you won't be mine, My heart hears and tears fall from my eyes. I can't bear it anymore, What should I do?