Lost friendship

Somewhere in a distance I watched you smile We sharing wonderful memories Till they go above the sky You said our friendship would never end Untill the day after the beginning I tried a million times But could never utter the words Those memories are fading And now are all blurred My joy, hopes and fears once yours too But now held up inside of me till noon All my tears and cries You lit my darkest sky I let my emotions get the better part of me I often ask myself *WHY ???* There's confusion around me I often console myself with "I must have been wrong" "I must have been lacking" "I thought you were loyal" There numbness in my heart My weak heart's whimpering in pain But it's my mind I trust From a distance I could see my world falling apart If only I could let my inner voice out Don't go.. I beg if you! But I'll rather remain shut I still remember a time not long ago When we laughed and shared it all We were the very best of friends Or at least that was what I thought A friendship lost It's a very sad thing The angels inside of me weep instead if sing At the very start I cried With tears which feel like moon drops Because sometimes you could give it you