LOST CAUSE!!

Lost amidst the the fog, That curled up my veins . Couldn't it be lonelier to find myself in Between the crowd, Shattered in peices. I wonder astray aimlessly many a times, Wondering if I could even fully enjoy, Anyone's company without actually Feeling apart from them .... I wonder if I can ever fill this void that seems to be endless. Is it a void, that'll remain till I take my last breath ?? will I ever get over it?? Will this emptiness be the cause of my miseries?? Or will my body get use to it like it always does??!!