Lost But Stronger

I'm fightin 4 my life. There's a burning deep inside. I found myself homeless again. I travel fr place 2 place, tryin to fit in. But each & every time, I find myself laggin behind. I just don't connect. I try 2 find the strength, but don't know how 2 begin. In this cold & lonely world, it's hard to have just 1 true friend. No family! No 1 to help me rise up or even help me fend. Everyone says they will help. But I get there & see it's bout something else. It's always a different story. They want something fr me that I'm not willing to give. So I move on. Slowly, quietly, hurtin, I find myself alone, and then, only thing I can do, is pray to God n heaven 2 send me something new. Someone who understands! Someone who truly gives me a helping hand. You know it's really hard to find. So if you're homeless too & you have someone in mind, always keep them close by. Cause you're lucky in this life if you have a couple of people that are kind. Cause it's a hard, cold, selfish world we live in! When we go threw pain, that's the only way to know. Go threw a few years of that, then you'll change. Ones heart turns & goes another way. You stop hurting others in any way. Cause you hurt enough!