Lost at sea

I'm lost at sea,in the cold and dark,I can't tell how many days could have passed. I can't see movement or even light,is this the end or have I already died? I feel pain in my heart,maybe from trying to keep me afloat or maybe from losing hope. My face is cold,my body is weak,I pray now that I disappear to the bottom of the sea. Boats may have gone by but I didn't look up to find them, because I didn't see a reason why. I'm lost at sea in the cold and dark,I've given up because I'm now forever lost. I've lost hope to be found or seen,why would anyone want to save me? I'm too broken and I'm too weak,I'm too hurt to even breathe. So I look at the time on my class room door and realize I'm only in my mind and not lost at all.