** lost **

Why do you trust me when I’m broken inside, When all that I feel is the need to hide? I’m lost in the chaos, my mind’s out of line, I don’t deserve love, I don’t deserve kind. I’m not a good friend, not a daughter at all, I stumble and falter, each time that I fall. Ashamed of this shell that I wear every day, I want to disappear, just fade away. Confusion surrounds me, it’s thick like a mist, I don’t even know where I truly exist. I wish to be nameless, forgotten, erased, A person of nothing, a soul out of place. But somehow you’re here, with trust in your eyes, Believing in me, despite all my lies. I don’t understand why you give me this grace, When all I want is to leave without a trace.